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What tomorrow knows |
Dreams lie smashed again
They've pinned your back to the wall
Like faded pictures of what might have been
Fate is cruel when dreams, like candles, fade
Smashed again down into the gray
Despise for a world turned cold
No one sees what tomorrow knows
There's a shame in blind suffering
Dishonor from the inside
Find hope from the voice within
Clear vision of your own mind
Mistakes you wear like your skin
You wish you'd never been born
Stand up, you can't escape your past
But fools will try just to forget
From where they came
Smashed again down into the gray
Despise for a world grown cold
No one sees what tomorrow knows
No more color to will to fade
To see life clearly, regretful nevermore
Take the time, make the time
There's shame in false victory
Dishonor from the inside
False pride, all you can't redeem
Clear vision of your own mind
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C.B.F. |
Blank, their state of mind
The apathy they find leads them into nothing
Rotting away, another lost sight today
Swallowed into the nothing again
Killing yourself, killing your will to be
But you don't give a damn
Just numb the pain
The tightrope now is tread
Ambition lying dead, lost in the fire so numbing
Numbing decay sucks your will of life away
Lost in decay you number your days
Swallow the fire, breathe in the black
Just one more hit could kill
Fulfill the death wish in you
Swallow the fire, breathe in the black
Another life is wasted, another death is tasted
If all the words I've said
Could get inside your head
Numb to the world of daylight
Kill the decay, usher in the light of day
Free from the fire you're finding your way
And if you choose to live this way
I'll count the days 'til you're gone
And if you choose to live this way
I'll shed no tears when you're gone
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The sanity assassin |
See the man of hungry mind
Never had a dream to call his own
His sin in form of thought
He lived to milk the minds of the blind
To rule the sea of imagination
And the sanity assassin
Is coming down to steal your mind
So he takes an innocent's vision
The blind lead the blind, they say
Meet the sanity assassin
A trick of mind or the devil's whim
On the way to tomorrow's dream
He's fading away
See the man with the empty soul
Never had a face or will of his own
So he took another's pride
And he made a mask of faults
Defensive anger and false emotion
And the sanity assassin
Is coming down in a stream of black
So he takes what he cannot live
The black leads the blind astray
Meet the sanity assassin
A trick of mind or the devil's whim
On the way to tomorrow's dream
He's fading away
Sing your sweet poison, stealer of dreams
Bleed your sweet anguish and the form of dreams are born
Don't be afraid to dream outside the lines
Don't be afraid of painting pictures within your mind
Don't be afraid, your path is not of sorrow
Don't be afraid, dreams are immortal
Rise in the coming tide
Wave after wave of sleep crushing down
Hopes of the weakened and knowing
Awash in the undertow, falling away
Listen as the tale begins to now unweave
The will of strong mind he'll never deceive
I speak the words to lay me down, I am ever strong
Against the all-knowing thief of imagination
Dreams are immortal
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Garden of gray |
When the moon is high across the garden
That's when I'll come to you
When the nightshade blooms in your eyes
Let my sin pour in you
When the forest sings like an angel's choir
I'm coming nearer
I want to feel your flesh enrapture me
And live the politics of ecstasy
In the garden there is no fear
In the garden of gray we can disappear
In the garden where I can feel
In the garden, to touch you is so surreal
If the moon should pour out of the sky
And fill your livid pools
If you lay your hands on me gently
You won't be misconstrued
When you feel the shiver of lust grow deeper
I'm coming for you
I want to feel my senses sing to me
You are the music in my ecstasy
I want to love you in the garden of gray
Where we can stop the time and drink the ecstasy
And when it's done, just traces of the glow
The sparkle in your eyes is ecstasy
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Sea of possibilities |
Here I come again like the sun
The question on your thoughts' horizon
The quest is in learning theology
Pouring logic and opinion in me
One step closer
Everything comes back to you in time
One step closer
Some will find the answers
Some submit to aggression
From the dust of Adam's rib she hides
The muse in my tragic comedy of lies
Sharpened emotions imprison me
Stagnant revulsion for society
Come with me, sail the sea of possibilities
In liquid karma, I don't mean to alarm you
But the future is not written in stone
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The hurting words |
Sometimes it's so hard to show the way you feel
Sometimes it seems like the words aren't real
Sometimes it makes no difference what you're trying to say
When all the words come out wrong anyway
I've said too many words to catch them all in time
I've used the hurting words that took away your shine
Sometimes you can't keep from falling in
Obscuring waters, against the stream we swim
Sometimes I feel like drowning just to make you say
All of the words you never want to say to me now
I've said too many words to catch them all in time
I've used the hurting words that took away your shine
I've said too many words to make you, make you understand and see
There's far too many things that you and I can't say
Sometimes it's so hard to show the way you feel
Sometimes you know the words you say aren't real
Sometimes I hate myself for hating things in you
And there's no words to heal, heal all my wounds now
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Timothy Leary |
A wise man came across the sea
In search of LSD philosophy
With open heart and open mind
To find the goodness in mankind
Bare your soul and you're saved
Believe the chosen that dreams in rage
Chemicals improve the view
Visions now have bloomed in you
Windowpane is suffered bliss
A psychedelic kiss
Show to me your ideology
Do you perceive or are you sleeping?
Timothy Leary, where are you now
The world needs you, we're going down
In translation they used the key
Altered visions, Tao Teh Ching
Open sky to paint their dreams
And see as did Lao Tzu
Melt away all the hate and pain
Mission is clear, awake the dreaming
Go to sleep child, and dream
When Timothy Leary first started speaking out in the sixties people didn't understand what he was trying to say, some people
didn't want to understand him, the establishment wanted to kill him, they wanted to suppress him, squash him like a bug, we
always want to kill what we do not understand, all he was trying to say was that we need to realize our inner harmony, to see
things in a different way, to truly be free...
Electric religion
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Godmoney |
Hey, just what have you become
With a cash vindication
Do you think that buys salvation's end?
Do you see through me?
I'm the plastic face on you screen
Mind control
They say that we're in the final days
Religion is power
Because most of us feel like rats in a maze
Do you worship me?
I'm a bastard saint, I'm a sycophant
A parasite that lives for just one goal
Mind control
Send your money to Jesus Christ
Mail order your eternal life
Bend your mind, make you turn around
Don't believe it when they tell you
That eveng god needs money
God needs money from you
Shame can't even make them learn
They feed off the weak
And if there's a hell they're gonna burn
On your screen they worship me
I'm a bastard saint, I'm a sycophant
A parasite that lives for just one goal
Mind control
Hey, just what have you become
With a cash vindication
Do you think thy buys salvation's end?
Do you see worship me?
I'm a bastard saint of the color green
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The system's failing |
The System is failing
The common man
Well the rich get richer
It's a part of the plan, yeah!
Paranoia that's the government
It's our only source of our discountence
The System is failing
For you and me
The game spirit
Just God could misguide Cain, yeah!
Brutality is what the nations saw
Doling me doesn't help at all
Wake up!
Chorus:
The System is failing
Justice is burning
The people are calling for order
The System is failing
The common man
With crimes are showing even on TV
You can beat the system
Disgrace meet penury, yeah!
Insanity with an evil past
In deepest chaos you forgot our past
That gotta bit the crime
Repeat Chorus
The System is failing
The common man
I won't be untold
I will follow the plan
Adolph before me, poison survive
The victim of feelings
laughing behind the door
Paranoia, that's the government
It's our only source of our discountence
Repeat Chorus
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The dreaming mind (spring 1992 demos) |
because the future is uncertain
that's why
if we all use our dreamiing minds
it might pull us through
just let all your inner anger
dream on in your mind
if you've been [unknown] shown the way
within your mind its dreaming
you devour the
it holds the key
because solutions are unheard of
generations make up
if we all use collective conscience
can be [unknown] then
we'd be in edeeeen
if you've been [unknown] shown the way
within your mind its dreaming
you devour
it holds the key
in your dreaming mind
you hold the key
in yourâ¦
because the future is uncertain
that's why we
if we all use our dreaming mind
it might pull us through
[pull us through
pull us through]
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World unborn (spring 1992 demos) |
Religion changed the face of man, thou shalt not kill, we all are gone
The seed of ignorance is born thou shalt not think, thou shalt conform
The pigs order us to follow orders and obey
The flies drink the decaying nectar of their tortured effigy
Cling to wasted beliefs and visions and bathe in apathy again
No solution, the retribution of spiritual sickness begins
The legacy of suffering is through, the guilt we bear shall not tear us in two
Born we are the same, within the silence, indifference be thy name
Torn we walk alone, we sleep in silent shades
The grandeur fades, the meaning never known
If nothing in the world can change our children will inherit nothing
Born we are the same, within the silence, indifference be thy name
Torn we walk alone, we sleep in silent shades
The grandeur fades, the meaning never known
The pigs call for pure submission and fall into the fray
The lonely hunter beats his shallow drum, the soundtrack of world disarray
Cling to wasted beliefs and visions and bathe in apathy again
No solution, the retribution of spiritual sickness begins
Born we are the same, within the silence, indifference be thy name
Torn we walk alone, we sleep in silent shades
The grandeur fades, the meaning never known
If nothing in the world can change our children will inherit nothing
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Chances three (spring 1992 demos) |
There's just three chances
in your life
to shine in the sun
take them
live through them
they show you how to love
youth is fleeting
and sweet full of wonder
then falling away
turn and your grown, earning wisdom
then you'll grey like a leaf in the autumn
life just somehow passed by
chances three
lifes sweet memories
all in the blink of an eye
who's to say where we're going
i wont struggle to try
chances three
lifes sweet memories
to take to the other side
just three chances
youth is fleeting and sweet
full of wonder
then falling away
turn and you're grown earning wisdom
then you grey till the wind calls your name
chances three
lifes melody
cryptic symphony
and we dance on the strings
chances three
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Utopia (spring 1992 demos) |
Imagine this
Inside your mind
Picture this
It's really not hard to find
A place where we can live
In harmony
A place where we can forget our hate
Free of greed and sin
And I think I know just what you're thinking
And I think I know just what you feel
Going insane
We played the game
Can we get far away?
See it shining
A new world rising
Can we find Utopia?
(Imagine this...)
Imagine this
All our problems
Are thrown away into the church of the past
Fly away
Leave today
Follow the sunrise there!
And I think I know just what you're thinking
Going insane
We played the game
But can we get far away?
See it shining
A new world rising
Can we find Utopia?
Utopia!
Going insane
We played the game
But can we get far away?
See it shining
A new world rising
Can we find Utopia?
Open, open your eyes!
And I think I know just what you're thinking
And I think I know just how you feel
Going insane
We played the game
Can we get far away?
See it shining
A new world rising
Can we find Utopia?
Going insane
We played the game
Can we get far away?
See it shining
A new world rising
Can we find Utopia?
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