I am not supposed to think and then to ask myself questions (????)
My only need is to maintain my work !
I am not supposed to live, to think
it's just an illusion
My only need is to maintain my work !
I'm alone with my oders
All I've alone...
An illusion in the programme.
The three thousand and five hundred cold metal cradles which pass again and again...
I stop all the cribs which come on after, one after ihe other
Slowly to my memory... 
				

The more will be the fall,
The more is her face.
I watch my mother,
She's called Anthea.
She carries me down to my chair,
I hope that she knows I love her.
I'm able to love in spite of my difference.
I pose my hands on the keyboard,
She takes the other to support me,
To help me...
She takes me slowly to her study,
In front of the computer because I cannot use a pencil.
I pose my hands on the keyboard.
She takes the other to support me,
To help me! 
				

The cold has become my friend, recognizing me every time we meet, despite the fact that for years I never visited! Today I feel a presence close to me, each day on, I feel it more and more... Woken one night by a strange impulse, I made up my mind to confront the cold once more, to quest for something as yet intangible! After many hours of struggle, I struggle, I suddenly espy a shadow, ensconced within the ice, partly jutting out like a tree branch, erect and unmoving. As I move closer, I see the wood take human shape. I have reached my destination. I attempted to drag out my brother's corpse, imprisoned in the world of ice. The ice clasped him fast around his pelvis, I could not free him. I do not know whether I laughed or cried. Then, so fast I hardly knew, I was asleep at his side... Forever. 
				

Old long golden dress slides on
I am ready and await transmission of faith
and love to all those gathered here today
in this holy place.
The crossis signed, first prayer intoned
Then dizziness somes,
and trembling overwhelms my arms and legs.
I have to leave and escape this assembly
in the back room realm.
I can't breathe, fear rises
As I stare at my face in the old stained mirror
The truth comes, I realize
Life is not eternal, I realize
And I am betrayed by the winkles in the reflection.
I fall on my knees before three O lord !
I try to keep faith in three O lord !
In the name of the father, the son and body spirit... 
				

I wander the world alone where life once teemed
Now there's only the stink of insects in the streams
Overrun. The world I once knew...
This new world facsimile already bled dry
In less than a century !
Newly birthed from ancient death
Humanity is crushed
I ingest the miracle drug that cures all ills
Depression that strangles souls has gone
beyond mere pills, harvested
From blood of chrysalis...
One for transformation, two treatments mean death
Such is its potencyl
With DNA the medecine
My life I recontrusct... 
				

We are future here today
We evolved a different way
We are the shadow and reflection from the past
We hold the reins, we hold the reins to a new world
« Neovocyts we are »
Possibilities unfurled
A new mankind, build to last,
but we live with the sadness of our fathers far away
and the sorrow of our mothers,
we can never come and stay !
The hope for a new beginning
Our fathers died ! Our fathers died ! Died at our feet
Seared to dust by the harsh heat
Dried out, dried out, cracked and purified,
by the blats.
We are sadness, we are sorrow, we are the hope...
We are sadness, we are sorrow, we are the hope...
We hold the reins, we hold the reins, we hold the reins to a new world.
We hold the reins, we hold the reins, we hold the reins to a new world. 
				

The pain in me it sharpens
I am not strong enough
The hope for me is barren
I am not strong enough

The sheer of flesh rips me
I am not strong enough
They do not even drug me
I am not strong enough!

The whine of the saw changes
I am not strong enough
The hit on bone deranges
I am not strong enough'

The drip I know is my blood
I am not strong enough
Then into blackness I scud
I am not strong enough!

Now I'm blind, my eyes I know they've bound
The saw sinks deeper, now I know I'm drowned

Excision? Excision!

The pain in me...

The hope for me..
Excision!
				

Type O Negative's song

In her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me is gonna get ya, get ya, get
Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get
I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging
I say the beast inside me is gonna get ya, get ya, get
Let me love you too
Let me love you to death
Hey am I good enough
For you?
Hey am I good enough
For you?
Am I?
Am I?
Am I good enough
For you?
				

The Cure's song

It doesn't matter if we all die
Ambition in the back of a black car
In a high building there is so much to do
Going home time, a story on the radio
Something small falls out of your mouth and we laugh
A prayer for something better
A prayer for something better
Please love me, meet my mother
But the fear takes hold
Creeping up the stairs in the dark
Waiting for the death blow
Waiting for the death blow
Waiting for the death blow
Stroking your hair as the patriots are shot
Fighting for freedom on the television
Sharing the world with slaughtered pigs
Have we got everything? She struggles to get away
The pain and creeping feeling
Little black haired girl
Waiting for Saturday
The death of her father pushing her
Pushing her white face into the mirror
Aching inside me and turn me around
Just like the old days, just like the old days
Just like the old days
Just like the old days
Caressing an old man and painting a lifeless face
Just a piece of new meat in a clean room
The soldiers close in under a yellow moon
All shadows and deliverance
Under a black flag
A hundred years of blood
Crimson, the ribbon tightens 'round my throat
I open my mouth and my head bursts open
A sound like a tiger thrashing in the water
Thrashing in the water
Over and over
We die one after the other
Over and over
We die one after the other
One after the other, one after the other
One after the other, one after the other
It feels like a hundred years
A hundred years, a hundred years
A hundred years, a hundred years
				

Tears For Fears's song

Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
In violent times
You shouldn't have to sell your soul
In black and white
They really, really ought to know
Those one track minds
That took you for a working boy
Kiss them goodbye
You shouldn't have to jump for joy
You shouldn't have to jump for joy
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
They gave you life
And in return you gave them hell
As cold as ice
I hope we live to tell the tale
I hope we live to tell the tale
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
Shout
Shout
Let it all out (let it all out)
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
And when you've taken down your guard
If I could change your mind
I'd really love to break your heart
I'd really love to break your heart
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
(I'd really love to break your heart) come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
(They really, really ought to know)
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
(They really, really ought to know)
These are the things I can do without
(They really, really...) Come on
I'm talking to you
(They really, really ought to know) come on
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
(I'd really love to break your heart)
These are the things I can do without
(I'd really love to break your heart) come on
I'm talking to you
Come on
Shout
Shout
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
Come on
				

Rehearsal 2023