[Instrumental]
				

Far away and oh so near
I lost my way as I found my place
In this damned
Playground of the universe
On the tracks of blooddrops from my kins veins

Once again idegen szavak - Ujra itt

And as I turn back
I hear your cries, calling me, I hear you screaming my name
As I close my eyes and hide the past inside
Wishing there was nothing to remember you by

Felek, almomban itt voltal, ereztem a szivem meghasadt
Ereztem a lelkem szetszakadt, es igaz volt minden
Nem csak alom mely elvesz a reggellel
Once again idegen szavak - Ujra itt

And as I turn back
I hear your cries, calling me, I hear you screaming my name
As I close my eyes and hide the past inside
Wishing there was nothing to remember you by

Once again I am back here
With you inside this dream
And I try to believe
Trying to believeTo believe that Im forgiven
That my tears are not in vain

And as I turn back
I hear your cries, calling me, I hear you screaming my name
As I close my eyes and hide the past inside
Wishing there was nothing to remember you by
				

She's not to be seen today;
Silent in me, doesn't scream
But there's a noise.
You start up, You look around,
but there's no sound.

That's she.
Just careful once again, while you're with me.
She's brave as you leave.
Please stay! Don't go;
You love me! Shield me!
Save me! Love me bravely!

From the soul's core she descends
Screamingly blames, feverish madness.
She works as poison in me, and falls asleep�
Oh...so rarely.

She lives inside and out
And when the moonlit night is white
She's delving into my mother's grave.
Was it worth it? Rudely she awakens "You gave birth and died!"

She looks at me sometimes,
Tears the days away from my calendar.
It's up to her forever after, ever.
How far and where...forever, never...

Her words have fallen in my heart
In the evening's sour, sickest light
Like stones in the water, in her dreadful hour
Rippling, swinging, spinning, yelling...

You were sleeping when she arrived.
I stood naked in the night...
Strange fragrance drifted,
Cold breath touched my ears...
No one was here to save me from tears.

Flay yourself! Don't be defended by your skin
You're only raw meat; naked nerves! Flay yourself!
Foolish are all the ones who pride their skin;
The lying jail, raw meat of sins! Vision. Illusion.

Take the knife
It doesn't hurt...
Just a moment...
Just a hiss...
The knife woke up,
Glittering on the table.
				

Stepping through an old forgotten door
Into a world of sorrow and joy
Buried under spider webbed memories
Some things are n--ever to be found

I try, try, try to keep my eyes open
But the night around me is just as dark
I try, try, try to keep my fading strength alive
But the darkness creeps into my mind

A thousand dreams march through the night
A thousand dreams destroy my life

Rusty silence grows inside the darkness
Feverish dreams slip through the walls
He holds my hand and I am now flying
Over the shadows of the moors

I try, try, try to keep my eyes open
But the night around me is just as dark
I try, try, try to keep my fading strength alive
But the darkness creeps into my mind

A thousand dreams march through the night
A thousand dreams destroy my life

The morning wakes me - eerie silence
Blood drops leave my hands
Only my conscience's heard
Wondering where to run from myself

Fragile moments come to life inside my head
And turn into an army of... an army of unspeakable unspeakable fear
Reality is now a dream
And I am all by myself against them
Could I... could I ever win or will I just become one of them?

A thousand dreams march through the night
A thousand dreams destroy my life
				

So strong is the silence
So harsh is the touch of the air
Beauty...
Can you not see the rays of the light
Shining through my eyes
My love
Is free for your heart

Do you care if it bleeds me
Do you care if it drowns me
Slowly
In a cloud blood red
I cut my wings
My strength
Oh save yourself
I need a moment
To feel your care

Save yourself
Don't let me drown into
This life

Away from the dark, afraid of the light
Shadows around
The Emptiness cries out
Into the darkness of senses to try and forget
The morning waits outside the night

Cut my skin and hurt me
Kiss me and comfort me
I want to feel reality struggle through my brain� my veins�
Wondering dreaming illusions of life throughout our days
And wake up with empty eyes to pretend another day
Will bring something to life for� to live for today

Wish I'd stayed there in the dark
Wish I never crawled into the light
Wish there was enough light to fill my heart

Away from the dark, afraid of the light
Shadows around
The Emptiness cries out
Into the darkness of senses to try and forget
The morning waits outside the night
				

Oh Paris give yourself to me
Your smell's sweeter than hyacinth
Your sweat is cinnamon, lily is the filth
Don't you stamp on the violet sins

Birth and Death
Tears and sweat
Your scents are so near- awaken my fear
It fills my soul
I'm drowning in you

Madness fights me as hate adores love
With empty eyes I beg for love
Could you love me? Could you die?
For a word, I just thought, for a lie?

For I die...

...As the night falls,
shadows grow over my mind
The cross in my hand
Strikes down the light

For I die, and I burn with a frozen heart
Desperately I've no fear inside...
'Cause the world let me in and now
Closes me out...

The fragrance of beauty lies dead on the ground
...All that I want is a bottle of LOVE

...Eyes in the dark
The illusion of love
The smell of your heart
Emotions driven out
Ripped bones around
As hate adores love

For I die, and I burn with a frozen heart
Desperately I've no fear inside...
'Cause the world let me in and now
Closes me out...
				

Loving arms crushed me softly
As she whispered tears into the air
Happy hours drowned cruelly
Into days of endless despair

Laughter died a painful death there
And filled the air with deadly sparks
Soft screaming voice chased me away
Caressed my wounds as she tore me apart

Run away, run away, run away
From the pain inside and scream
Run away, run away, run away
From the eyes that beg you to stay
From the eyes that beg you stay away...
to find your way alone

Somewhere from the inside
Blurry scenes cut sharp wounds into my heart
I'm lost in my obscure oblivion

Run away, run away, run away
From the pain inside and scream
Run away, run away, run away
From the eyes that beg you to stay
From the eyes that beg you stay away...
to find your way alone

Warmed up by cold hands - frozen inside
I listened to rhymes
Turn into distant, old sounds
Echoing, shouting, fading inside...
				

The night sky descends onto the mind
Leaving the capricious dusk behind
In the silence of the depths the sky spins star shine above me

Bleeding white moon watches shadows cross the land
And vanish at the edge of light...

Someone will miss me when this night is over
Someone...

Bleeding white moon watches shadows cross the land
And vanish at the edge of light...

Someone will miss me when this night is over
Someone...

Then it drifts away, suddenly it
Drifts away and I am left wondering
When this darkness will end?
When this pain will cease to be?
When can I feel life again?

Bleeding white moon watches shadows cross the land
And vanish at the edge of the light...

Someone will miss me
When this night is over
Someone....Somewhere...